Girls? damn, don't even know where to begin. It's hard to get in a relationship as you get older. I'll tell you that for damn sure. It is true that its either many of the good ones are taken or they are involved with another guy. At this point in my life, I don't even know why I'm trying to get a girlfriend. All that is done for now though, I've been trying my hardest not to believe in relationships. since Lupe preached it "relationships are just twenty minutes long, its kinda heavy, maybe a little strong" It's just quite hard to cope when my cousins/bestfriends marc and sean have theirs and they are happy. Maybe I'm too niice, maybe im too kind, maybe im too forgiving. I dont know what it is. Maybe I just haven't found the right one yet, maybe im trying to hard? LMAO no clue. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. Sometimes I feel hopeless, though I'm very hopeful hhahaha fck it Maybe someday, maybe never. Single For Life! hahaha JP that would be really sad and lonely. I wouldn't want that. BUT FOR NOW FCK IT! THUG LIFE!
On a good note though, my network at UC Riverside has been growing and its amazing. My outlook on life is pretty much clearer than ever and the methods for handling my business has improved. Although I have been losing contact with some of the people I used to kick it with, I always seem to find others who are there willing to chillay chill. Anyhow this post is gettin wa too long without photos. I'm prety sure you didn't read all of it, but if you did then I mend you for successfully completing a task most fail to do. Thanks, Good Night. I hope I did not offend anyone in anyway and if I did it wasn't my intentions. I'm just quite aggravated from today, took the day off for nothing, never again! *sighs Peace Bitches!
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